AMOR </3
Lonely(head outa gutter plz)
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It seems everyone is 'falling in love'recently.
There's pestolance here in NJ.
Its spreading fast, guys. AMOR.
How can we be sure we're in love and not just in love with the sensation? How can we be sure we're not just rebounding from a trumatic relationship? How can we be sure we're not just lazy and snapping at the first pice of bait on the angler's line?
we're not dogs.
Lately to many people have been 'faling in love' and i've gotta admit, it pissed me off. I know, im SO insensitive for not obsessing over soem random guy who just asked me out and acting like he's suddenly my universe. Sorry, im not a sap.
mabye im just jealous--after all nobody has ever asked me out before, I've always had to go hunting for the 'right guy'. True, somebody did ask me out,ONCE but i refused it. mabye i should have just been one of hose silly girls who date any guy who comes alongthen claim to be madly in love with them. Then i wouldn't have this roblem and i could just go on llike im SOOO IN LOVE i can't get over myself.
Just like everybody esle.
Or mabye i shouldn't, mabye i should actually WAIT until somebody im 100% i'd like comes along. unlike the rest of you.
But who am i kidding, that'll never happen. Before you say ANYTHING, don't. Cos i don't care how amny times you tell me 'you're an amazing person' or 'someday u'll find someone eventually' cos i know that you don't mean it. your'e all just too entrenched in your own 'relationship' to care. i don't want your sympathy.
Hey imaginary boy
i knowsomeday you'll like me
nd we'll be able to tell eachother jokes and you'll be able to make me lagh
put up wity my quirks
love my baking
love my art
love me
but you'e god knows how many miles away
and LORD knows how many years away.
so until we meet just promise me this
when we DO meet, promise you'll like me for me
and make it worth my while.
please?
thanks imaginary boy
i'll love you.
someday.
atleast i hope i will
Devious Comments
*is pushed down the stairs*
-FAIL-
i Amour you!
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oohh a tattooer's life is the life for me; YO-HO and a bottle of ink!
be happy my dear. I hate people who revolve around their boyfriends. I'm definately not one of those kinda girlfriends. If he doesnt like something I don't then that sucks for him. Relationships are too short act like hes your world. What a waste of time.
LOVE YOU.
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You never just lose it, you simply let it go...
-.／l、
（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
l、 ~ヽ
じしf_, )ノ
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"You can food anything if you just eat it"
-Bucky Katt
And don't worry, I tend to get annoyed when people around me start declaring they're "in love". Mostly because it's obvious to me that they're not, but I'll admit there's a little jealousy mixed in there. But honestly, it's not healthy to obsess over the person you're going out with. Most people I know who do that wind up loosing a lot of their other friends along the way because they only ever want to be with their boy/girlfriend.
I think waiting for someone you really care about is a much better idea. If your heart's not in the relationship then you're basically living a lie (sorry for the cliche). I'm not saying you should wait to be head-over-heals for a guy, (though I do believe in love-at-first-sight, I accept that it is an exception, not a norm) but just until you find someone you genuinely care about and who cares about you in return. And be careful of unrequited love. It's an ugly, ugly thing, and it DOES exist.
Besides, the reward is greater when you've waited longer for it.
We'll all find someone to love and be loved by someday. We can't let ourselves forget that. And until then, we've got our friends and family (yeah, that's a different type of love, but it's still affection).
- Ari
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"All I can hear Is my own breathing Echo in my loneliness
If I could sleep I would be dreaming Of the sweetness of your kiss
And I’m weightless falling in love...
And I don’t know why but I know It’s all right"
- Sissel Kirkjebø, "Weightless"
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