guys im sick of this DA account right now, though you've all been very good to me.
I AM MOVING TO THIS ACCOUNT HERE (sunday, 11/23/08)

it is not up and running yet, so don't bother looking unless it is the date specified above.

iv'e disided that this account ( great as it may be) is too sloppy and old for my liking. I have craptastic woks that are ages old and i need to do some revisions.
Clean out my mailbox, you know, the whole shebang.

****************************ATTENTION WATCHERS!!!!!!!!!************
ID APPRETIATE IT IF YOU WOULD WATCH ME ON MY NEW ACOUNT
please and thank you

also a message to those i stalk, rest assured i will be stalking you on my new accouunt.
PLEASE VISIT ME!
help this fledgling account take wing!

many thnaks
~me

AMOR--everybody's dong it!
(head outa gutter plz)

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It seems everyone is 'falling in love'recently.
There's pestolance here in NJ.
Its spreading fast, guys. AMOR.
How can we be sure we're in love and not just in love with the sensation? How can we be sure we're not just rebounding from a trumatic relationship? How can we be sure we're not just lazy and snapping at the first pice of bait on the angler's line?
we're not dogs.
Lately to many people have been 'faling in love' and i've gotta admit, it pissed me off. I know, im SO insensitive for not obsessing over soem random guy who just asked me out and acting like he's suddenly my universe. Sorry, im not a sap.
mabye im just jealous--after all nobody has ever asked me out before, I've always had to go hunting for the 'right guy'. True, somebody did ask me out,ONCE but i refused it. mabye i should have just been one of hose silly girls who date any guy who comes alongthen claim to be madly in love with them. Then i wouldn't have this roblem and i could just go on llike im SOOO IN LOVE i can't get over myself.
Just like everybody esle.
Or mabye i shouldn't, mabye i should actually WAIT until somebody im 100% i'd like comes along. unlike the rest of you.

But who am i kidding, that'll never happen. Before you say ANYTHING, don't. Cos i don't care how amny times you tell me 'you're an amazing person' or 'someday u'll find someone eventually' cos i know that you don't mean it. your'e all just too entrenched in your own 'relationship' to care. i don't want your sympathy.

Hey imaginary boy
i knowsomeday you'll like me
nd we'll be able to tell eachother jokes and you'll be able to make me lagh
put up wity my quirks
love my baking
love my art
love me
but you'e god knows how many miles away
and LORD knows how many years away.
so until we meet just promise me this
when we DO meet, promise you'll like me for me
and make it worth my while.
please?
thanks imaginary boy
i'll love you.
someday.


atleast i hope i will

i hate itihateitihateitihateitihatethemandtheirstupidstatetestandregulationsicantpassthetestcositstoohard!
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hey guys, update time!

kay so i just failed my written drivers exam for the SECOND time in a row, so i have to go to the DMV sometime between now and christmas and take the thing again. D:
WHY
THE
FRIGG
DO
YOU
HATE
ME
SO,
MR.KING???
Why did you have to make your freaking driver's exam so hard to pass????!!! I need a score of 80% or higher to pass and each time i take the god-awful exam i get a 78%. Miss by one question! skljalsiffhajksfhljahsiweuefhjkadfhnlksjladpqwporipqow3489339999999-shift- -roar-
-pant pant, sob-
D:







so
holidays are comming up.
thnaksgivving is next week.....pretty stellar.
you guys doing anything?

I WANT FATAL FRAME TWOOO
AND A PLAYSTATION TWOOO
AGH
I NEED
TO
BUY
THEM


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for those of you who were confused by my last journal enrty, Fatal Frame Two is the name if an action-horror game my friend Mara introduced me to a few days ago. Upon playying it--i was instantly hooked.

I WANT FATAL FRAME TWOOO
AND A PLAYSTATION TWOOO
AGH
I NEED
TO
BUY
THEM


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for those of you who were confused by my last journal enrty, Fatal Frame Two is the name if an action-horror game my friend Mara introduced me to a few days ago. Upon playying it--i was instantly hooked.